[ For 16 years I've watched you grow, ]

For 16 years I've watched you grow,
Into someone I no longer know...
You cause yourself the same old shit,
And quite frankly I'm sick of it.
You want that fairy tale delight??
Well, sorry, sis, THAT AIN'T LIFE.
Someone will love you for who you are-
Not because of SELF-INFLICTED SCARS.
What happened to you? Did your brain rot away?
....big sis can't even save the day.

But you're a big girl now, and you've always known better.
So why don't you shut the fuck up with this no-hitter?
Lesbian, straight, it doesn't matter now-
And it's not going to matter when you're dead and in the ground.
It's a highschool mess, just don't get carried away;
Tired of pitying who won't listen to what I say...

Your beautiful body now a place of remorse
While you fake your absence of 'hidden doors';
You don't need help-YOU NEED TO GROW UP
You're better than that, so it's time to SHOW UP.

You do it to yourself-there's nothing wrong with you.
Nothing you haven't put yourself through.
And your system of support is more than you can bear
So you cause yourself more mayhem and dispair...


I know these words won't reach you-
You're stuck inside your mind;
But don't think I'm being a bitch,
This is really being kind.

GROW UP.


((i love you!))