love has nothing on me,

Remembering everything we use to do
All those late night talks sweetie only to you!
From crazy addictions to lie after lie
You were the reason that I tried..

You were my life my love the world
I still love you though at times I wish I didn’t
It hurts to know you have her
Though you say she’s nothing compared to me

“I miss you and I miss what we use to be”
But it doesn’t matter dose it sweetie[?]
You never call anymore just to say hello
You never message back I hate that I had to let you go!

Sometimes I just wonder why life has to be this way
Things we don’t want are so easy to get
As the things we long for the most seem impossible!
Will I ever understand[?]

She talks to me and I feel so cold, I want to tell her
But don’t want to make things hard on you
So I lie, and I cry wishing I didn’t have too
You were my sweetest downfall

My ever lasting haze, you found me through the worse
But now you left me lost in this maze!
I miss being able to talk to you no matter what it was about
But now its like your so far away and I cant keep count,

Im sorry I didn’t try harder [maybe then you’d still be here]
Sorry I didn’t say I love you more often[maybe then you’d still care]
Sorry for this poem that you may not even care about
Sorry I wrought it, im sorry for everything
I just miss you and wanted to say ily