From You to Me (kinda for KEAH)

Your a fuckin bitch to me
you know that i cant stand you
we are so different
but i feel the same way you do

You care when someone hates you
even when they dont hate you
I learned the hard way
thats its just easier not to give a shit
about what other people think or do

You believe gods there for you
watching over you at all times
but its just easier to live the way I do
mixed up in love loss and lies

god cant hold you
when you want to die
you can only hold yourself
no one else can take care of your mess or cries

Hate is an emotion
anger is a mood
love is something i lost
just the same as you
we are more alike
then anyone would think
except for the fact your not phsyco
and i have to see a shrink

We are 2 off billions
whos lives just happen to suck ass
but who gives a shit?
life will quikly pass

no one can say
my lifes worse then yours
or yours worse then mine
because its all true

Do you know how hard it is
to see your only real friend hanging?

I saw my only real friend dangle
4 feet up off the ground
hanging from a rope
His face was blue, his eyes full of pain
but purple lips made not a sound
The ring of blisters
around his neck, his suffocated body
hanging limp
made me upset, pissed off
and more then anything, sick
When i began to hit him
as i silently screamed inside
I vowed never to replace him

I hold that promise still
and no matter how much it pains me
i always will

I dont know much about your life
but from what Iv heard its not the best
I still doubt it can beat the emotional stress
of seeing your only friend hanging
dangling his death...


Im sorry for all the shit I pulled
and how much damage it did
But the pain it caused leaves no dent
to me, no one will ever feel what i felt that day

The pain is so powerful
something youll never feel
thats why i hate you and everybody else
'cause none of you had to feel  loss
a pain that was all to real........