When someone dies you also feel dead within. Your breaths are deeper and the tears are so bitter like the actual incident of death itself.
You want to remember the happy times the memories of laughter and their smile. But it's not that easy to feel when your entire being is numb.
I cry because your gone and all I have are the memories. The little annoying things you use to do don't seem so annoying anymore,I'd give anything to have you here again,your,smell you touch you smile, just you!
The pain in our parents eyes is killing me, Their cries of pain as the tears drain from their weak weary eyes is more than anyone should have to bare.
A parent shouldn't have to bury a child,it just doesn't seem right.
I hear thunder and see the rain,but there's no storm it's the emotions the tears,the pain, the anguish that comes with death. It's as if someone hit you in the stomach and you can't catch your breath now. The tears burn like acid upon my soft face.
I know you said you didn't want us to be sad, you wanted a party not a funeral when you died. But I'm sorry I'm sad,I can't imagine you not being able to walk your daughters down the isle,to see them graduate. To see my children who loved you so much themselves. I guess I'm selfish maybe that's true but I can't help but miss you.
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My brother passed away this morning. He was only 35 years old. He leaves behind 2 beautiful daughters and both parents and myself and a bro we love you chad and miss you!!!!!!!!!!
Please tell me what you think
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Beautiful
There's not much you can say to heal your pain. I'm sorry, even though those words aren't enough. This is very heartfelt, and beautiful. I loved it, and I love you. - LaLa (lovely_lala_88 on yahoomess)
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So heart felt
You know I have seen what it can do to moms when they lose their young. I can still see their faces but with this tender write one can also see your kind heart
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Beautiful write. You're right, parents should never have to bury their children. It happens way to often and the hurt is hard to bare. 35 is way to young, thanks for sharing your loss and our prayers are with you .
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DAMN! this mad me cry this is sad... It is a sweet write in deed to his memories... Great write!
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