Untitled- For Clyde on his 17th

About 11 or 12 months have past
since i met this guy online
I've never met him in person
but my god i wish he was mine

On the phone, its tuesday night
12am and tomorrow is school
7 hours later, i havent slept
my god i am a fool

But at school i am not tired
all i can think about is you
all the things you said to me the night before
and all the things i wish we could do

Such a short time has past
but i am certain that i love you
i would give anything to hear you say
that you know you love me too

i want to spent my life with you
i know others might think thats insane
but living my life without you
just wouldnt be the same

You're everything i ever wanted
sometimes it almost seems
that you are so unbelievably perfect
that you could exist only in my dreams

but from your head to your toes
everthing about you is real
when you talk to me late at night
i cant tell you how good i feel

You make me feel so special
you make me feel so loved
your that extra special push i need
to make me strive to rise above

right from the very start
our connection was so strong
i'll always remember the first night you called
and played those techno songs

I can't wait untill i meet you
we will lie under the stars one day
but time seems to go so slowly
"One day" seems so far away

I wonder will you feel the same
the very first time we meet?
promise you wont forget me
for a stranger on the street

5 or more years from now,
i wonder, where will we be?
will we be together?
there is so much that we cant see

Will our relationship last the distance
will it turn into more
there is so much that i hope happens
so much im wishing for

I would do anything to make you happy
anything to make you smile
I hope that the day we meet
You'll just hold me for a while

I have never felt this way before
about any other guy
I love you more then the world itself
more the the stars that shine in the sky

When you asked me out it was a shock
i very nearly cried
i hope that on the day i die
you will still be my clyde

i would do anything for you
i hope that you can see
anything means ANYTHING
includng bad poetry

I write this for your birthday
you are 17
i hope that your day today
is the best its ever been

This poems getting pretty long
i havnt much more to say
except that you have a place in my heart
and that i am here to stay

After all its pretty clear
there is no way that i can hide
that the thing i want most of all right now
is to have YOU by my side.