Free

I use to think that i was strong
the last few days have proved me wrong
I have shown myself that i cant cope
but still i cling to a hred of hope
in the midst of an internal fight
to force myself to turn out right
I'm not half the girl i wish that i could be
I wish that i was free.

Where is it that i go from here
welcome to my number one fear
set things straight, myself i vow
i know what i want, but i dont know how
no more running i stand and fight
this time i will do whats right
im not half the girl i wish that i could be
i wish that i was free

The things you said wont go away
i really dont know what to say
vindictive and mean, i am not
but the things you said have hurt alot
I am not going to cause strife
theres more importance in my life
I'm not half the girl i wish that i could be
i wish that i was free

I do not know where i went wrong
every day just seems so long
it makes no sense i should be ok
i was not feeling this yesterday
I just can not seem to let you go
why is it that i feel so low?
i'm not half the girl i wish that i could be
i wish that i was free

It seems my world is falling apart
your slowly tearing out my heart
in a perfect world you'd still be here
instead i shed many a tear
without you i just cant find my way
But i will continue to march on anyway
im not half the girl i wish that i could be
i wish that i was free

My world has been turned upside down
flipped left and right, spun round and round
But i'll keep trying i will not stop
im determined to come out on top
i'm climbing an invisable wall
setting myself up for a fall
i'm not half the girl i wish that i could be
i wish that i was free

I will make it no matter what
I know who i am, i will come out on top
i'll pick up the peices, keep moving on
even though, i know, that you are gone
I will get there, you will see
one day you will be proud of me
I will be the girl i know that i can be
One day i will be free.