Judging from the outside,
you can barely see the pain within.
Injecting all this poison,
the only way this all will end.
Battered, drained and left to rot,
these pills becoming my release.
I lick the rum off my sweet lips,
and beg this world for silent peace.
Tears of blood that scale my face,
He says our burden is to bleed.
I've forgotten all in life I want,
and desperately grasp for what I need.
I look most like you when I cry,
and live my life right by your book.
The envy only grows inside,
I hate you more by what was took.
You shame another of our blood.
He medicates his growing pain.
A mother who infects us all,
with only sickness that will remain.
