oh Christ--
how could i change my heart to suit this?
my hope is in Yours.
hold me, wake me.
(mold me, break me.)
You felt so much of this Love for me--
in Your arms i could always feel safe--
yet i forsook You--and threw away Your sacrifice--
[to no avail]
i searched everywhere for "Truth,"
(but finally...!)
i turned back and tried to find You.
and what was my sin?
i forced nails through each of Your wrists.
lust, pride, blasphemy, hatred...
evil thoughts devoid of Conscience...
depraved in every sense!
immorality. impurity in all.
guilty as charged.
and i know i should be put to death.
i know i deserve to burn forever.
to feel the worst pangs of punishment--
but i have found amazing Grace
in my God.
and in Him i have found the best kind of Love.
guilty as charged in all of the above.
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