Remembering

I bet you didn't know,
bet you didn't care,
you never saw the love,
even when your there.

And now your gone,
and his arms replace yours at night,
tells me he loves me,
and although I love him to,
I wish I knew why you hurt me so.

I don't want to look back,
scared I might not let go.
Scared that he might see,
the love I'm afraid to show.

Now that things are twisted,
I just want to know you care,
but your so far away,
he's here and your there.

He holds my hand,
and kisses me sweetly,
brushes away my tears,
and brings warmth to the heart you shattered.

I didn't want to admit,
just how much love for you I held,
just thinking back to when you walked away,
no ones hand but my own I held.

Don't look back,
walk away,
stay away,
and then maybe it won't hurt so much,
that you didn't care when I loved so much.