I sit with my beer and I sit with my weed,
and these are the only 2 things that I need.
I'm fine alone, and I really don't need you,
I'll live in denial though I know this is far from true.
Surrounded by others then why do I feel alone,
Inside I'm simply wishing, you'd just answer your phone.
What did I do so wrong, or did I not do right,
Sitting here I'm dying,
thinking of you on this night.
Drink away my problems as I begin to have more,
Not knowing if I'll survive,
not knowing what's in store.
I need someone beside me,
please give me someone to confide,
But why should I keep wishing,
I'm going for a ride.
I'll watch myself, as I spiral into hell,
And when they ask me what is wrong,
I'll simply never tell.
For I am in denial,
perhaps it's just a trial.
Perhaps I just need to be in my depression for a while.
Author notes
A 2 part epic of trials and tribulations. This poem was inspired by the songs Don't Save Me by Chris Volz, and Let Go from Red.
A contest entry
- Fire of your mind by DestiniesTwined.
900 points, ended March 13, 2008, 41 entries
Gold trophy winner
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Comments
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This is a deep piece. I have those days where that is how I feel. Who am I kidding that is almost every day till I met you. You make me feel like there is something to look forward to. I am glad to have finally met someone who is an amazing writer and an all around great writer. Thanks for your wonderful works.
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You are truly tallented in this form of expression. Thank you for entering my contest.
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