Crash

SCREAM
I just want to feel something
because right now I'm empty inside
that part I wanted to cherish has died
in the arms of an angel
who comes wearing black
follows the devil and then turns his back
like the end of a lullaby
hush
to make sure the nightmares aren't real
only that and nothing more
except my eyes are open
and the darkness slips in
could it be the light is frozen
an inch away from finger tips
that never stopped reaching
to you
just one second of something
absolutely undeniably
something
that I could grasp
only to slip again
when the friction hits
because it never really was
sleeping
it never really was
just playing dead
it must have been convincing
because it isn't beaten yet
or beating either.