Chad,
2.25.08
8 13 p.m.
This is the last letter, much less piece of paper, I'm wasting on you. We've been through hell and back. And now we've hit a completely solid wall and there's no turning back to try and find our way around it. It's stretching for miles one way as well as the others. There's no climbing over it and theres no going under it.
I'm not quite sure what to say anymore. There's so much bouncing around in my head. But everything seems so wrong. I almost want to rip this out and forget I even started it. I want to tell you how much I hate you. Everything you put me through has been too much for me to take. I couldn't stand your confessions of need and your accusations of all i've never been. To you i was wrong, always. And now all I get from you are hurting words and unfairness on both ends. We lost our friendship chad, how does that feel to you? Who the hell are you gonna call in the middle of the night to tell everything you feel? I'm not gonna be here anymore. You told me you'd always be here for me but I don't plan on calling you in the middle of the night. I'm not gonna be here anymore.
So what do you say now. I'm sitting here forcing you out of my head and ignoring the pain slicing through like a blade. It's hard for me to believe that this is finally over. Our friendship, the need & want. God, I'm so fucking sorry for everything. I wish we didn't have to end this way. They say love doesn't just die over night, but I don't believe that anymore.
Have a great life,
Mollie
Author notes
This is my last letter for him.
i can't do it anymore.
let me know what you think
♥©
WishMeAway--x
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Well, looks like Chad is the weakest link. Goodbye. Sucks to be you. Good job babe.
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lol. thank you.
and yeah he is the weakest link.
and he's gone now.
babe?
♥
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oh wow. This was deep as hell. I'm sorry for hwat he's done to you...been there done that...doing that. ugh. i feel for you.
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feels amazing doesn't it?
what sarcasm. lol.
im just thanking god it's over.
thanks for the comment.
♥always..
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OH my goodness you summed up all my words I had to say to him in this! We have each other now peanut butter and jelly!!
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oh for sure baby.
it totally sucks and i hope...god idk.
i still have to show this to him.
uhh.
like peanut butter&&jelly.
♥
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This is a beautifully sad piece, so sorry that he hurt you and that you can't be with the one you care for, even though he is a jerk. I know exactly how that feels. It's okay to write about him though, if it's better than sitting and crying or getting angry with yourself, I suggest doing it.
I hope that you find someone who is worth your troubles though, as he certainly isn't by the way you have described him. I wish you happiness, I think a lot of us girls on here need someone special to make us forget the past.
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Babyy, I hope this is what you want.
I don't want him to hurt you anymore, but I also don't want to write this, && look back on it like after if you two start talking again && feel disappointed because you didn't get out when you needed to.
I think though baby, that this might be for the best, I think a separation between you two might be a goody thing, it'll give you time to think.
Maybe, one day you'll be friends? Idk sweetie.
Don't let anymore tears dance on your cheeks babyy, just look forward to our summer.
As for the letter^^ Of course it's your usual amazing, heartwrenching words.
You're amazing mollie, && I loves you.
[♥...Forever]
like glitter && glue
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god, thanks sweetie.
it was obviously hard to write and i really wish i didn't have to write it. but i did...and well it's over now.
i dont really think we're friends and probably wont ever be again.
He found out about some stuff i kept from him yesterday and he called me and asked why i stopped talking to him about everything. i simply told him i stopped trusting him and yeah idk.
thank you loni.
[♥...Forever]
like glitter&&glue
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