Traditional Love Is Not For Me

He's coming soon: my heart flutters wildly
he doesn't know yet how much I love him.
I've carried a torch for him for so long
but fear interupting the balance we have.

I look at him, hear his voice, say his name
my world becomes euphoric and fantasy like.
Time stops as my world collides with his
does he not yet see; please see my love?

I'm so in love with him, yet afraid to say
raised in a world where the man persues.
He is the provider; the decision maker
see me my love, I'm here waiting for you!

Love is a grand emotion; special for all
based on truth with no unfaithfulness.
We live life in a traditional way, knowing
'tis better to have loved than never at all!'

So from life's experience, I know love too,
how can I show him the love I feel for him,
as time pass' quickly; I know what I must do!
I blurted it out, I shouted to him, "I love you!"

He was startled slightly by my braveness,
I could see he felt the same about me!
We had this special connection unlike others
wanting to make love, yet waiting for the moment.

We marry, I can't describe with words my happiness
I only regret having not told him sooner.
So much time was lost that we could of been sharing
had I only decided earlier to break free of tradition!