Consider me dead, You are to me

After only 17 months
I wonder if our love is failing
Or just starting,
Can it be
That you don't call me back for a reason?
Is that reason because You hate me
Or love me?
Can you see the tears on my face?
Or are you blind?
Can you hear my voice?
Or are you deaf?
Do you ever think of me?
Or are you brainless?
I don't care anymore,
Because I understand.
Is so clear to me now...
How stupid I was,
How foolish I can Be,
How hurtful you can be to me...
It doesn't take a full deck to find that this pain
Is very Real...
Maybe not to you,
But to me it is...
So go back to your Ex,
For I'm done with your Fucking games
I can't stand them anymore...
Go away
And stay A world away,
Never letting your finger Tips touch me again
Never again will you ever hurt me
Never again Will you talk to me,
Or even see Me
Because you should consider me dead,
You are to me...