She tries

But he's pushing her away
She keeps reaching out but doesn't know what to say
Loves him so much it hurts her everyday
Lost between what if obvious and perfect shades of gray.
She holds so tight and doesn't him to go
Thought it was forever but really doesn't know
Tries to take her time- she tries to take it slow
Lost between what is obvious and what is a hole.
Does he really love her or is she just to keep him sane?
A few itty bitty laughs to help block out the pain
He receives so much but she has nothing left to gain
Lost between what is obvious and what was lost to the rain.
She wants him to trust her; she wants them to be together
Is what she wants what he wants? What exactly is forever?
She wants to be close but the line he wants to sever
Lost between what is obvious and what is flying like a feather.
She wants to love him but the words up and fly away
Left standing there with open arms and nothing to say
He doesn't believe in god but she sits down to pray
Lost between what is obvious and the falling of the day.