My Everything

I see you everyday
and my heart beats faster.
There are many things I
long for yo to say,
yet my heart knows what
I wish not to.
You're my everything
without even trying.
You're more than the
world to me and don't
even know it.
But my heart knows
what I wish not to.
Your heart is in some
one else's hand and
their heart is in yours
I know she loves you, I
know she needs you.
Your relationship is that
of the storybooks and
I wish it wasn't.
You're my everything,
but you belong to her.
You're more than the
world to me, but you're
what she needs.
I see you everyday
and my heart breaks.
There are so many things I
long for you to say, but
you're saying them
to her.
I think I may love
you without really
knowing who you are.
I think I may want
to spend the rest of
my life with you.
You're my everything,
but you're not mine
to have.
Oh, Joshua, I need
you with all that
I am-with what
I'm not.
I need to hear your
voice and I need to
feel your touch.
You're all that I need,
but you're already
hers.
You're my world and
her universe, you're my
everything and all her
life.
I think I may love you,
but you're not mine to
love.
I see you each day
and my heart breaks....