"I don't love you" - just rambling...

Time passes on malleable wings
As a function of our happiness.
Oh how we hate to think we'll die,
but it happens, I digress
but it sucks don't you acquiesce?

Really now darling i'm having fun
but soon I'll be leaving this place
and I don't want to be the baron of bad news
but I won't hesitate to leave your face
even if i need you, I know I'm a disgrace

But what can I do, the place I used to live
is my true love
and you will always come in second place

But what do I say, that I'm leaving today
to never come back
because I miss my true love

It's killing me that you seem like you need me too
and it's true that I want you,
but there's this hole in my heart that I need to fill
and it's not that you can't fill it
but this is just a huge pit
that only roanoke can fix
only my own past can fill me up again.

So I can't say I love you
when I'm cheating on you baby
I can't tell you I love you
until you pass the maybe
into yes, I need you, I love you
yes, I want you, I love you
and yes, I'd stay here in a heartbeat
but it's not true
so I don't love you