Some of them including you
The tenderness to deal with,
With these thoughts that wrestle each other
One urging to be more imperative than the next
You ask why I detest life
It’s because of the conflicting thoughts,
That are too hard to explain,
That keep fighting their way to the front of my mind.
You ask what thoughts curse my mind
I respond to that with a simple reply of “Heartbreak”
You say that that is silly
I say that it is the fact
That my heart tells me to stay away,
The pieces that have been shattered that equals my heart,
For this time, it just may kill me.
I’ve been hurt so much in the course of my juvenile life
That isn’t fair, I can’t help but feel like I will NEVER be happy.
You reply, telling me, that all I need is faith.
The faith that Fate will bring me Mr. Right
Faith in life, even though it leads me astray.
I wonder how you can be so calm and happy
When you merely declare that it is because
You feel that you may love me, as intricate as it is to say.
The shock that journeys through my body.
It stuns me to the bone, believing this to be a dream.
Someone actually loves me, and it’s not the adolescent love
It may be the real and true thing.
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