Unfinished

Looking at my past you would think I was fucked in the head by now
Looking at what I've gone through over just 16 years
Why is it that I will listen to what ever you say but when it comes to my problems
My words fall on deaf ears don’t they
You really couldn’t care when it came to my problems
You may say I can talk to you but how can you talk to someone
You don’t listen to me at all even when I'm standing next to you asking
You just look at me like I’m a waste of space
Wasting your time with my words
I was in tears and you didn’t see me did you
I was at your feet pleading for you to listen but you just looked
You never heard a word I said
You were to attached to everything everyone else said
Why do I bother to talk when no one listens
It hurts to talk yet I still do it because I hope that one day
I don’t know why I hope when I know that none of them
Please try to see what you’re doing to me
You can’t see past the mask can you the one you used to
You can’t look at me and say you care when you don’t
It hurts too much to try to believe that you care bout
You say I don’t realise and that I have to understand
What do I have to understand when it comes to
Have you ever stopped to think that maybe just maybe
Wait you will never will you not when it comes to
You don’t realise that I do and that the only reason
I can’t do this anymore when it comes to
I can’t do it when it comes to loving someone
You don’t realise do you that the only reason I’m like this is
You can’t understand the making of something so
You can’t make someone understand something so fucked in the
How can you tell me to be happy when you cant see
How can you do anything when it comes to
I cant smile anymore because it feels like all I’m doing is
Why cant anyone see whats happened and why
You know after all this I only have one thing
The last thing that I will ever do

              I GIVE UP!!!!!