My Happiness

I don't know how to be grateful,
So when you expect some kind of thanks,
Please remember that for me,
Kindness used to be a prank.
I really do appreciate,
Everything you've done,
But my battle to be normal,
Is only half won.
Please don't hate me,
Because it's hard to say I love you back.
It's not that I don't,
I just have to heal my heart's giant crack.

I'm not miserable,

Just a little lonely.

But I guess that will happen,

When you're my one and only.

This is actually the happiest,

That I've ever been.

I haven't laughed so hard,

Since only God knows when.

It still isn't reality,

That we're together.

I don't know when it will kick in,

Maybe next week or possibly never.

I have so much fun with you,

It's kind of crazy.

But, I don't like not doing anything all day,

It makes me feel a little lazy.

I don't really know how to end this,

Or come to any sort of conclusion,

So I just say this,

My happiness isn't just an illusion.