[Love] overdose

Drunken by my love for you, I believed in you
and for that I'm a fool
Looking back now I realise how cold you've been
all the loneliness in me you couldn't see
The times you looked into my eyes and I saw yours
I wonder did you feel all of my loss?
See I was there and gave you my all
but to you, apparently, it wasn't like that at all
I treat you good and I healed your wounds
the only scar you ever saw was on the moon
I wonder could you feel it on my flesh
the pain that fled from within my soul
The burning flames you saw in my eyes where there for you
you were the one that I wanted to keep warm
without you here I have no reason to keep them going on
I gave you all of myself and all you did was be upset
about the things I couldn't be or that I had
I looked at you and saw your future, our future
but when you looked at me you only saw my past
in the end there was nothing left than lust
And though I longed for your body to be mine
all I ever needed was your soul to sleep aside