It's so cliche, and yet it's true. I don't want to be one of the fucking guys, I want to be seen as a girl, as someone who is worthy of love and attention. I swear the only people I attract lately are the socially awkward and pudgy types. Which is exactly the opposite of what I want.
I really like this guy that is either oblivious to the fact that I like him and flirt furiously with him every chance I get, or knows it and just doesn't feel the same way. We were talking today about what we did last night after the show* and he was telling me that he and this girl snuck up to the top of the dance building at the UofA and made out for an hour or so. And then he says, "You know how girls like to be shoved up against a wall and kissed?" I'm sittin' there thinkin' to myself, "I wish you would do that to me RIGHT NOW!" And I said, "Yeah." Then he says, "Well I did that to her..." And that's about where I stopped listening because I didn't want to think about it.
Fucking hell. Other than just coming out and saying that I like him, and being as obvious as I can get (which I think I am) I have no idea what else to do. Lame. I need... Gah, I don't know what I need. Something.
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