Its hard to believe
That a feeling so deep
Could actually pass
That after a few years
It actually fades
I guess all the pain
And all the lies
Pushed that good feeling
All aside
I stayed strong
I even swore
I'd always hold on
For this love ride
I strapped myself in
& held the saftey bar tight
But this bar, has gotten loose
& the ride has finally died
Theres no more power inside me
To keep pushing this cart
It was so hard to hold on
When you were letting go
But now the hard part
Will be
Telling you
All of this
That the roller coaster
Youve put me on
Has finally come to an end
And that i cant go
One more time
That im ready to step off
& try something new
One thats been calling me
For so long
One that my heart
Has led me back too
I would have never thought
That through all the years
Ive put into this
Im actually going to let it go
That im going to actually say
My final good byes...
Author notes
Ok, an old friend that i have been crushing since day one. Just finally told me hes absolutly crazy for me, && well my green light is pushing me into him farther & farther now! BUT for the past yr, i have been talking to my ex fiance from 2 yrs ago & we have been planning on getting back together...hes even been waiting around for me, hasnt been with any one. && It was so hard to hold onto him when he left me && now i feel its my turn to let him go...&& im scared...but so sure...
any suggestions?
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hey
is this to chuckey??? well ne way its a good pice of work. You always tell me that im a poet at heart well so are you and you put how you feel so well in words.
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Yeah its Julian. I wrote when me & boo got together. Bc i realized it was time to let Julian go for good.
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thats deep
wow i've never been on that rollercoaster but i so know what ur feeling nobody wants to me put aside and then brought right back up again.
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Exactly, its just not fair, && i just cant love him any more. so im doing what i can to let him go.
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i totally support tht decisio. and i kno how u feel . the poem expresses tht really well.. tc sweets xxx
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Thnx! mandy, i actually miss him right now. but im ok. im doing so good so far
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this is how I am feeling right now too. I just got out of a 2 year relationship with this guy who pushed me down and then picked me up time and time again just to push me down again and I'm finally understanding that I need to let him go. I love the metaphor of the rollercoaster here. It really works! Good Luck!
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Yeah were in a similar situation. Im proud that your letting go. Me i was engaged to him when i was 15 we were together for about 4 months. & he left me for 2 yrs & i was finally moveing on && happy in a new relationship && he came back, i was engaged to the new guy too! But then the new guy became a dick && i left him. Then i tried for a yr now to get back with my ex from 2yrs back, i tried && tried but i just cant be with him it hurts to much, he was gone for way to long. So im moveing on.
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