Take my voice, shatter the glass, and consume me into the darkness

Taking in the last breath that my lungs will let me with hold,
letting the burn of tonight's last cigarette consume the pain,
taking my voice away.

The shatter of the glass echoes around the room,
the lights shudder at the power.
Take my voice and shatter the glass,

Take the screams I let out as this blades etches it's self across my body
let that mirror just shatter,
taking away the reflection.

Let the person that stairs back at me,
feel my pain, make her shudder underneath all of the heartbreak.
Consume me into the darkness once more,

Throw me into the fires of the hallway,
letting the flames lick at my limbs.
Take them away so that the pain will stop.

Eat away at my-soul once more,
give me the strength to take the blade up a few inches,
give me the bravery to cut the cords of my life.

Let me wake up from this nightmare I call life,
take away your memory and your voice,
kill the pain with in.

The burn from the cuts on my limbs smile up at me,
through the dark circles I call eyes I search for away out.
Take in this pain that I have felt once more.

Killing you with the bottle,
taking on what I can't take one with its help.
Do you think that I care because you look down on me.

My tongue chokes me from my words,
trying to swallow it before I can carry on anymore.
Take what you have done to me and burn in hell.

I etch your name in my skin as I stare at the ground,
the darkness that surrounds me,
taunting me as I sit there.

I let the darkness consume me once more,
I welcome the cold.
That way I know that you can never get a hold of me.

I smirk at your petty attempts to get me back,
I gave you my heart,
and you made me bleed.

Let the flames of this cigarette I hold in my hand,
burn your corneas as I stand here.
All these petty attempts you try you know they will never work.

You woke me up from the fake little dream I call life,
you showed me that I didn't need you or your damn love.
Making you think I cared when I didn't.

Just to prove to myself,
just how pathetic the human form can be,
all the tears and pain that I have faced,

You are nothing to me,
take my voice and shatter the glass that stands behind you,
from were you stand I know you can see the darkness coming from my body.

The blood of my wounds has decided to strangle the life from you,
take one last look before you die,
because you know that you will never get it back.

Let my pain taunt you from afar,
as I stand here in this rain,
hoping that the darkness that I consume will slowly strangle you.

I laugh now to think that I tricked you and everyone around me,
to make them think that I was really okay,
one last time you will see.

As the darkness consumes me,
because staying here would only play with your little game,
and I don't want to make anymore happy,

For once I'm living for myself.
For once I'm dieing for myself,
just to cause you the pain you have caused me.

Take my pain and strangle on it,
as I etch this blade across my body.
My voice will shatter that glass one last time.

Take my voice and shatter that glass, and consume me into the darkness,
throw my lifeless body into it's flames,
and watch as I fall.