all of the things that i have done in my life
all of the things that i have not done to prevent them
i lay here at night comtemplating what i should do
staying awake just to avoid the thoughts of failure
having so much to live up to
i should have done more just to live in their shadow
without the things that i have done
what am i to do when they find out who i am?
i have so many to please
so many that i will have to let down
so many will have their hearts broken
with the thoughts of me and another girl
being together
loving each other
but i cannot worry about that yet
i am still young and i havn't been through the things they have
* not finished *
Author notes
well this is something that i am working on so i can read it to my family well at least i can imagine... but some day i will
