Matteh

Unitl the day I die,
I spill my heart for you.
I wish you could see,
How this is killing me.
That I want you to be mine,
But she wants you to be her's.
And I know it's wrong,
But it's alright.
Because you two belong together.
I won't think of you much,
Won't wish you were here.
In my arm's.
Instead of her's.
But I want you to be happy,
And maybe with her,
You can be.
But I could be so much better for you.
I'd be the sun in your world,
Not a drug that she makes you depend on.
Go ahead and hate me for writing the truth,
It doesn't make it go away.
You feel ripped,
Torn,
Shattered,
You're bleeding.
But you've done these things to yourself.
And I feel so much pity for you.
Because if you gave me a chance
I could make you happy too.
But you belong to her,
And I'm just the guy on the sidelines.