Momentary hesitation as I walk through the enterance way.
A feeling of inevitablility hangs morbin in the air.
What do I see?
Faces staring omniously.
Oddly I still feel,
Welcome.
What a poor assessment of my situation.
What am I to learn,
What awaits my sheltered virgin ears?
I havn't even yet begun to wonder.
Oh permanent psycosis,
Bliss neverending,
where did you go?
Where did you go?
I still miss you,
It's something I may never let go.
Oh I keep wishing
Let it go,
Let it go,
Just go away.
Tried to bury these feelings,
Tried to forget.
Drank & doped & forgot,
Momentarily
Leave me alone,
Just leave me alone,
Please.
I'm still awaiting a break in the silence.
Finally it comes,
Like a freight train it comes,
carrying its load,
Oh so heavy
Permanent psycosis,
where did you go?
As I'm walking out the door,
head held high,
Holding in the storm,
A quick and false goodbye.
Bliss neverending,
where did you go?
Will you come back?
Oh I hope so.
It has been so long since
I've really seen your face.
Opened up some boxes.....
Found some things,
Some old written things,
And there in an instant as I read,
Oh No,
Now I am replaying, watching
The days that are gone.
Oh permanent psycosis,
where did you go?
Where did you go?
When will you come back,
Oh I miss you.
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