Belonging to Her

I want to feel your heart beat
In my hand.
Feel the blood pour from the
Spaces between my fingers.
Because I'm the one
Who saved you,
From yourself.
You owe that much to me.
To let me be your lover.
Because maybe,
You don't owe me.
But I owe you.
Because you've saved me,
As many times as I've saved you.
But why is it so hard,
To force that idea into my head?
Because I want you to be mine.
And mine alone.
I'm so stubborn,
I never share.
I'll never share the love you give.
Because I want it to be all mine.
But it doesn't seem to matter.
Because no matter how much I wish
I could hold your attention,
You'll alway's belong to her.