As i stand here
With another fallen tear
I cant stay strong
Another hour
Its killing me inside
To fake this smile any longer
I paint a mask on
& cover my body tight
Just so i can call you dad
One more time
But this pain inside
From the battle i fight
Has finally taken over
I cant with hold
This feeling any more
This discust & disgrace
That you my father
Might be, & is a monster
Not to just her
But me, your baby, your lil girl
Your
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I want to just know
I need to
It kills me everyday
That i must fake
Father
Can you redeem a mistake
& tell me what youve done
Its a scary thought
& its hard to believe
That youve done this to me
& it still hurts deep
To know, this all could be a dream
All the years i done waisting, on hateing you...
I just need to know,
am i wrong if i forgive?
I just cant forget
A pain this deep
That caused me this life
That i can barely even see
any suggestions?
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i love it! you put ur emotions on paper! yay
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Yeah i do put what i feel down, cuz im not good at expressing myself in a conversation, poems do it for me.
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wow
the pain will go away if u just forgive and forget
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Ive forgiven for way to long, && i cant 4get no matter what i do
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nice
you read this to me but i loved reading it. greaat job.
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yeah its deep huh
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really good poem sweets.. loved it.. gt me teary.
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Yeah i was crying really hard, while writeing this.
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This is a very good poem, I could feel the pain, you do a great job of getting the emotion across.
Just one thing, use a spell checker before you post poems, it really detracts from a poem if there are spelling errors in there and this is a really good poem that deserves to be read without any preventable errors.
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Thnx 4 the advice, yeah im hella bad at spelling, but i was just so upset i was crying & i didnt have much time to recheck it i just posted it
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