Crawl

there's only so much distance a heart can take.
one day we sleep in separate beds, the next you're moving away.
thoughts and memories rush back to me, of horseplay and movie dates.

I can't place the blame, I wouldn't live here either. the environment is hostile, but you always said you couldn't live without me... promises seem to be as common as breath to you, so just breathe and make me feel better, for a few more weeks.

I'm out of breath trying to put together the pieces, to follow a map that is incomplete. running around trying to make the picture make sense. the only sense i make is that i ruined more lives than i should've.

i wake up, regretting the action. i sleep wishing it would never end, and i crawl... i crawl.