Sitting
singing
thinking
about you.
I thought
I loved you
and I even thought
I could
marry you.
Whose the one
getting married
in less than
two years?
Whose the one,
that's so in
love
and killing yourself
and
bending over backwards
for?
I thought
when I asked you
out
we'd be together
longer than
3 and a half weeks.
You kissed me
in my hot tub
and were
one of the best
girlfriends
I've ever had.
Never felt
that way
about anyone
before.
We broke up
I dated someone else
we fought
I dumped her
we talked
I thought
we could fuck
I listened
we almost happened
I rethought
we can't
I realized
we never existed
I know
we're over.
I used to come see you
every weekend
when I had the chance
I even brought
my baby boy.
This weekend
I had other plans
to get you
off
my
mind.
Sitting
singing
thinking
about you.
I thought
I loved you
and I even thought
I could
marry you.
Now I think
we're done
we're not flirting
we're not kissing
behind close doors
we're not even
hugging to cover up
the pain we both have.
I know you don't
want this
I know I don't
want this
I know
we need this.
Neither one of us
is the bad guy.
My heart
needs mending
from too many
shatters.
Go live your life
with him
and have
your kids
I'll be here
or there
wishing to be
what you guys are.
For now
my heart
is mending
and
your heart
is moving on.
I won't shed
another tear
because I lost you
I won't shed
another cry
because
you're happy
I won't shed
another word.
Author notes
the title is an inside joke between us... hope she doesnt hate me
sucks when u see a girl u like in the arms of a guy...
she knows this is for her
Please tell me what you think
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Aw i lilked how it was in poetry form but as i read on it was also a list type thing but none the less it is great, and i am sure many can understand how you were feeling i am sorry things did not work out life you may have wanted them but everything happeneds for some reason or another but none the less again great work sweetie and dont you just love those inside jokes lol, l8ter..xxxx
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thank you for the comment. yes i love inside jokes lol. i'm really glad u liked the poem and even understood the form. thank you again. i don't ever feel proud of my poetry, sometimes my stories, but i can never talk about my feelings anymore i have to put them in weird poetic form, put them on here...and then print them out for the person i'm trying to tell something lol. so i thank you again for the comment. it means a lot
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