Sometimes
I wish i didn't have
to be so strong
and sometimes
I wish I could
forget you.
I try to block you
out of my head
but it only drives
me even more
mad.
I feel like an alcoholic
I go to a rehab to
get better
but whenever I
see your mom
or something
that was so like you
it remindes me
and I fall off life's wagon.
It's like I'm standing still
while our family
and our friends
pass me by.
I try to move on
and I try to forget
what happened
but part of me
is dead with you
and I can't let you go.
I walk through this hell
called life praying
that when I die I'd
see you in Heaven.
I'm always wishing
I could see you one
more time
would it change anything?
or would I want more and
try to turn back the hands of time?
Nothing fills the void
in my heart
that you used to fill
with a worth while.
Author notes
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
Comments
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Wow. I love it. I feel this way every day when I think of him, see you or his other family members, or anything that reminds me of him. I miss him sooooooo much. It's insane. There will never be another like him, and that is why we find it so hard to move on.
I love you, Eves.
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