I'm sorry I had to go to this extreme, but I couldn't go on.
I'm sick of being alive and going through so much pain,
so this is the last amount of pain I shall feel.
Mum, I'm sorry I couldn't be the daughter you wanted
and that I have brought you embarrassment and pain. I love you very much!
To my sister, I wish you happy life without me and I'm sorry
for being annoying to you all these years.
Sam I want you to keep going without me your one of my closest friends
and I will miss you dearly.
I'm sorry to all who knew me from school, dance and elsewhere for being me.
I have known I'm a failure for a long time but I kept trying to fool myself
by continuing living. I hope I go somewhere else where I won't put you all in pain
and I hope you forget about me because I wasn't really here anyway.
I'm sorry for the students who have to find me dangling above the science rooms,
just think of me as rubbish and turn away.
To all my classmates don't act shocked I always inferred I was going to commit suicide
but you all took it as a joke. I hope your future is brighter than mine would have been.
I bid you farewell!
Ashlie
Author notes
The title was taken from that song. You know the mash one lol. I have written this letter in my mind a million times so why not put it down. And no Sam I'm not planning early retirement. Enjoy my would be final thoughts!
A contest entry
- Emotion Filled Suicide Note by DarkLotus4Life..
300 points, ended February 21, 2008, 15 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Well I think it's bad, what do you think?
Comments
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its nice, although more of a suicide not then a poem i can see you did it for a contest so ill let that slid, good use of words and emotions, i could really relate to this although it did give me the sense you were crying out for help.. but like i said i still appreciate its artistic value and think you did really good especially for doing it to a contest koodos
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I could really feel the emotion in this, it's amazing.
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"Sam I want you to keep going without me your one of my closest friends and I will miss you dearly."
PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ASHLIE PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ASHLIE. If I hold onto you and never let you go then you can't do anything without me or without me knowing. As much as I wept I also enjoyed reading what sort of things would go through your mind were you to leave this world. It's a strange feeling, suicide...perhaps this is going into a poem, though am I as brave as you to let other people know what is really going through my head at a time like that. I'll give it a shot anyway.
Just remember I love you Ashlie!
I make everything better and I make the world bearable to live in. So if I can cope with the worlds shit, so can you.
-Love Swintha
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It's really good. It's full of pain. Most people wouldn't try to write something like that. Good job.
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