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What's Written In Your Heart

I see you standing there.
A mask of determination.

An aura of power and integrity.

But do those who pray for you each day,

See beyond the "hero" inside?

Do they see you deep down,

Stripped bare to the bone?

Do they see the amazing amounts of love beating in your heart?

Or the innate fear that consumes everything?

Do they see all the pain harbored inside?

Or the guilt every time you pull that trigger?

Do they see that you're hearts at home,

While you fight to keep your sanity for just one more day?

Do they have any clue what it is you went through,

Just to give them the right to bitch?

Do they see me at home,

Crying myself to sleep every night.

Praying and hoping you come home safe.

Do they see me standing tall and proud,

At your side?

Do they see the family that goes,

Day to day trying to survive without you?

Do they see the children you left behind,

For the good of "people"?

Do they truly care?

Do they see why Military wives/girlfriends,

Separate themselves from "civilians"?

Do they feel the ungodly amounts of pain,

we strive to survive each day.

Do they understand that they are ignorant?

And That maybe that ignorance hurts?

Do they get that this war is hurting many more than they realized?

But you still see those men out there fighting,

Hurting and dying for the rights and freedoms of "people".

You still see the Wives and families,

The friends and children,

At home...

Loving and standing proud.

Moving forward...

In other words baby...

I am standing proud.
I'm not a "civilian".

I'm right by your side.

And I'll cry myself to sleep each night,

Until you're home safe again.

And I'll keep my head up high...

Proud to be in love with a man.

A man who has sacrificed everything.

The world owes you their lives.

I love you My Airman.

Just know,

You've got "military family" here at home,

Loving you unconditionally,

And praying for your safe return.

Your baby boy misses you!!!

I love you..

**salutes**

 

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To my one and ONLY...I love you Brandon...I'm proud of you...and I'm waiting for you to come home...

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  • takemypainaway
    August 25, 2008

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    hey ok late entries always welcome

    "Do they see why Military wives/girlfriends,
    Separate themselves from "civilians"?"

    this is so true being a marine wife it seems that my civilian friends dont understand at all
    thank you for your entry much love
    --kat


    • irishmidnight
      August 25, 2008
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      takemypainaway

      THANK YOU!! And I couldn't agree with you more...sometimes you just have to nod and smile when it comes to those civilian friends of ours....its a gift and a curse...**smiles**

  • Bob Fox
    June 20, 2008
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    Powerful

    I remember, when young, friends I grew up with fought and died in Nam. But the most tragic part was at the burial, when their moms faces captured mine, a child that once grew up knowing their smiles & then such sadness. All I can say is may God watch over all of you.


  • forgot2b3forgotten
    March 21, 2008
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    this is very touching.. very beautiful


    • irishmidnight
      March 22, 2008
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      BloodyKiss

      Thanks hun..this one means the world to me..**grins** It's nice to know others read it. **hugs**


  • Waking Darkness
    March 13, 2008

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    I'm jealous. The Air Force's camo is better than ours. They always get better stuff...lol. Anyway, good write. Thanks for the tribute. It's nice to see someone who understands the sacrifices we make for those we love. Good luck.

    • irishmidnight
      March 14, 2008
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      Waking Darkness

      **laughs** Thanks for the pick-me-up hun!! And as for the poem...so many people take so much for granted when it comes to the military. They don't bother to take the time to really know waht goes on behind those "doors". I love my Airman too no end..and all of my other friends out there in whatever branch they chose. ((that'd be about 98% of the people I know..LoL!!)) I'm damn pround of everyone whose got the balls to put themselves through that hell for a measly paycheck and the ass beating they recieve. **hugs** So this poem...In all reality...goes out to you as well. Just know that there are people here who actually do give a shit. **Winks** And thank you so much for taking the time to read my poetry!! It means alot to me!!


  • simplefarmgirl
    February 19, 2008

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    Wow

    This is truly an inspiring poem. Thank you so much for writing it. It really makes me wonder if I really do appreciate our military the way I should. I think all of us "civilians" tend to romanticize war and forget about all the pain soldiers and their families are going through.

    Thank you for the reminder.

    • irishmidnight
      February 20, 2008
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      simplefarmgirl

      Thanks hun...I hope I didn't offend you any...but you're right...so many people romanticize it...and they should...to an extent....**shrugs** LoL...but thanks a ton for posting your comment!!! It's means a great deal to me!! **hugs**


      • simplefarmgirl
        February 22, 2008
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        Don't worry, I wasn't in the slightest bit offended. Btw, I love your username... :-)

  • aurora frog
    February 17, 2008
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    Amazing

    this really touched me, thankyou, its a beautiful piece, and i really hope things get better...

    • irishmidnight
      February 17, 2008
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      **grins**

      Thanks hun!! My Airman is my life...**see below** And he's one of many whom are constantly misunderstood...**hugs** thanks again...Yu're support means the world to me!!


  • Sweeney
    February 17, 2008

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    Stunned

    Baby i cant thank you enough, there have been alot of things you have written me that have touched me and that have meant so much to me... but this, knowing that you understand and that you are there, this means the most. Knowing that you are there, knowing that you understand thats what makes this bearable. I love you so much baby you are truly and gift from God.

    • irishmidnight
      February 17, 2008
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      Brandon

      You're more than welcome love. And there's absolutely no need to thank me. You should know that. You're my life, My best friend...my love...my everything...you've always been there for me. Helped me stand again when i've fallen....kissed away the pain when I couldn't find the strength to do it myself. And you're love is unconditional. My understanding you and what you do is only a very small way of paying you back for everything you've done for me. For us!!


  • DarkestNight3
    February 17, 2008
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    Very well written! i like it.. shows the love and support for the troops!!!

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