loves' shadow

Watching the sky fade to dust,
My thoughts are clouded with pictures of you..
living each day, dawn to dusk..
silent tears fall, as i know my dreams will never come true.

the sorrowed truth, of holding the pigiments of your life..
and being held back by invisible chains..
so many tears have fell through my nights...
knowing that you and him are in love. it surrounds my pain..

i need pleasure, as only formed by you...
i beg for light, to be guided to my home of truth
i seek a dream to cease resounding in my head...
i bid my own presence to forbid any darkness that would transfix me to depression as i lie in silence, in my bed

i know that any of that won't be happening any time soon
a silent whisper enters my reality of a love cartoon
i sence i don't excist to the darkened lies which i've dreamed through-out..
i want to let go, and i will some day, without a doubt.

i forgive the memories of my bleeding emotions..
and i bid goodnight to all..
i've felt the caution of volcanic erosions..
and i've recovered from my falls

leading to salvation
i, the angel of forsaken
has her soul sweetly taken,
by her midnight knight.

xoxo[ i wrote this poem in order of my feelings that used to get to me all the time..i still really like this guy...but...well, i don't wanna bore you..]xoxo