Any word but hate

Suddenly life changed
Unknowing the reasons,
Stranger in own address,

Felt unwanted by many,
Felt frighten by many,
Felt unloved by many,

Something more painful,
Being unwanted by relations,

Was ignored by many,
Was bullied by many,
Was despised my many,

Unsure of my relations,
Wasn’t even addressed,
All became a disaster,

Nor did one speak with,
Instead gossiped about,
Ambushed around,

Soon became unwanted,
Being a stranger,
To the ones I Loved,
Or Called family,

It all became a disaster,
A living disaster,
No one could fix,

No one helped,
The tears constantly,
Nothing to heal,
The endless pain,