Moving On (2)

It's been  6 months since we've been
away from that place where we spent those
lazy crazy summer days

Drinks of cheap charadonay with a penguin on the label
and pink truck that infamous drink you introduced to me
I was blinded  by something long after we left New London
that now goes undefined
unable me to focus on reality
and the distance between us

I miss you
but what makes me miss you so much?
What do  I miss more
your smile?
your laughter?
your touch?
I can't be all that sure
all i know is that what we had was  pure

A brother/sister connection is what
I felt  we had
you cheered me up when  I was feeling bad
and I realize that I may I have hurt you
that's been making me sad.
You made me feel accepted
in a group of people
where I sometimes felt alone
that's what really mattered
the most to me
  I  can't tell  if that was something that
you might have failed to see.

Was it?
You can be the judge of that.
On these wings of time on a clock we can't turn back

I know now  that I have to move on
that's been hard for me to do all  along
I can't define the reason why
but  tears I  refuse to cry
I don't want you forget me
or the times we had together
they'll stick with me through times
of sunny and solemn weather

I don't intend to you  scare away
I hope that's not
something i've already done
hopefully we'll  be friends again someday
and look back on our summer of fun.

  I love you Will and I miss you.