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1 is for the first time that you ever made me smile
2 is for the pair of eyes that are always on my mind
3 is for the triad of perfect leaves you handed me in passing
4 is for the times we tried to make our dreams reality
5 is for the slender fingers that graced those lovely keys
6 is for the things we thought we'd never disagree on
7 is for the days i thought we'd always be together
8 is for the month that changed my somewhat sorry life
9 is for the years i thought i understood it all
10 is for the last of it, when i began to fall

11 is for the drinks we shared but shouldn't have imparted
12 is for the months we've spent pretending we remember
13 is for the jokes we've share and superstitious wantings
14 is for the day we laugh and wish we didn't want it
15 is for the time we thought we knew it all along
16 is for the place we said we'd go but never will
17 is for the one who came and slipped into your place
18 is for the mistakes i made that time cannot erase
19 is for the year we had to understand it all
20 is for the time when we both began to fall

21 is for the alcohol thats supposed to make it better
22 is for senegal and my wish to find you there
23 is for the day before, when we laughed and talked and cried
24 is for the day the truth came out and my soul died
25 is for the time i'll be when i'll finally be free
26 is for the songs i'll sing when no one cares to see
27 is for the jobs i'll try before i find the one
28 is for the one i'll find that will rule me from then on
29 is for the lies i've told since i understand it all
30 is for the lies you've told when you began to fall

31 is for the place i've been and the place i'm yet to be
32 is for the one you've found and that has not place for me
33 is for the times we've seen it in our empty dreams
34 is for the reality that nothing's what it seems
35 is for the trips you'll take still pretending that its fixed
36 is for the coffee shop and the things that came with it
37 is for the friends far off who will never understand
38 is for the ones who'll come one by one to take my hand
39 is for the secrets told wishing to understand it all
40 is for the secrets kept as we both begin to fall

41 is for the age i'll be when the music finally frees
42 is for the times you'll see me without a second thought
43 is for the echoes of a once desired time
44 is for the empty sigh of someone who never thought
45 is for the halfway point when i wished it never came
46 is for the realization that things will always be the same
47 is for the fast approaching season of my life
48 is for the poetry i started in my strife
49 is for the stupid thought i'd understand it all
50 is for the honesty that i'm the one to fall

51 is for the circumspect and undeserving lies
52 is for the disconnect that's harboured in those eyes
53 is for the twelve of them and all the times they came
54 is for the one who saw them all and felt the same
55 is for the other side of finding destiny
56 is for the times i thought you'd want to be with me
57 is for the things i wished to like because you did
58 is for the truth that came out and how i ran and hid
59 is for the fast-approaching misunderstood it all
60 is for the years i'll wish i hadn't felt the fall

61 is for the presents on my golden window sill
62 is for the posters that i hang and value still
63 is for the films we watched that made us laugh and cry
64 is for the age i'll be when i'll finally get to die
65 is for the songs i've sung with something on my mind
66 is for the time it takes for senses to unwind
67 is for the hidden truths that tear the world apart
68 is for the times i've counted on a broken heart
69 is for the posing that we understood it all
70 is for the time it takes for both of us to fall

71 is for the bottled up emotions on the shelf
72 is for the many times i've lied about myself
73 is for the trips to france i've fancied in my dreams
74 is for the other places i have never seen
75 is for the characters that live inside my heart
76 is for the accompaniment that's never going to start
77 is for the mirror that i look in every morn
78 is for the pure romance that hides within my heart
79 is for the rhymes that failed to understand it all
80 is for the times you failed and both of us would fall

81 is for the apocalypse thats fast approaching me
82 is for the broken rhymes that flow from finger tips
83 is for the siblings that came first and let me hang
84 is for the many times i tried to call your name
85 is for the preconception hanging on a thread
86 is for the year i came out, first step towards death
87 is for the friends that came, and most of those that went
88 is for the lame-ass way i've tried to just repent
89 is for the understanding that you failed it all
90 is for the failures that it takes to make you fall

91 is for the year i thought i'm just like all the rest
92 is for the time i found out life is all a test
93 is for the trip i took to unsuspecting bliss
94 is for the ticks i made when e'er i thought of this
95 is for the one who came before and never left
96 is for the one who came behind and gave it back
97 is for the conversations lost in the depths of time
98 is for the lack of thoughts to share when one is through
99 is for the thoughts of you, i understand them all
100 is for the poems i wrote in the time it took to fall