All This Time

I don’t write love songs
I write when I’m pissed off, heartbroken, scared, or lonely
This is all wrong
In a perfect kind of way
This new horizon
Gives me hope that I may trust again
All along
Begins today

You’re the one that I was writing songs about
All this time
You’re the only one who could unmask my doubts
All this time
You’re the one who never did believe my front
All this time
Maybe you’re the one I want

I was in denial
I guess I played my own game far too well
What was real
Was hidden from me
I was comfortable
In my shell that I created for myself
And you knew it well
And now I can see

Chorus

I only prolonged the inevitable
Just killing time
And losing my mind
Can we take it slow for awhile
Because somehow
This is the only song that matters now

Chorus