How good is something? good until its gone-
I'm always prepared for the worst, wondering when
everything might go wrong.....
I prefer to slip away, to keep everything the exact same.
Fall off the face earth, to change what holds in time.
Everything is so good, my marriage, my son- my life..
sooner or later- it all turns bad, my husband and i fight,
our families are mad.. no one likes how i raise my son, and my son
is sad... make it go away!! make it stay the same....... Don't change
it all....
We all deserve good, if this is true where is mine?
lost, in time.... off the face of the earth i fall.
There is no winning, there is no losing in the end it shows
it's evil eyes--- staring in- seeing when to attack--- the good times...
Sometimes i wonder... why i try?
to stay positive-
to stay ahead,
to do good things while they are dreaded...
Does it really matter?
if it could end in a minute? an hour?...
Please tell me what you think
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Hi there ~
A lovely family you have......and don't ever let anything or anyone come between you and your Faith to keep your Family together ~
Yes....sometimes problems form.....but with your Faith, it shall never prosper :)
I will not preach....but I will say this....your heart is asking these questions, or you would not have penned them ~
....it's time to reach your Higher Power.....and I hope his name is Jesus Christ ~
Yes, it seems too hard to pray and wait for answers.......but if answers are quick, it does not mean He is not listening or preparing MUCH better things for you and your husband and child ~
Let the N-Laws say and do what they want......you are God's child.....and only on loan to them....therefore, it is God whom you should seek for answers and resolution ~
I have you on my prayer list as we speak,
....be well & be blessed,
:)
Bear ~
Oh....fantastic poem :)
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shelly,
first, remember me?
anyway, i do hope this is just a piece talking about what you don't want to happen, rather than something that's already happening with you...
yes, i'm back, at least for now...
talk to you soon!
mike, aka jonathan wikkins
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