I cry, convinced this all is a dream
Because once again it's useless,
And I'm more lost than I seem
I wish that you could see me here
Rewinding through our times,
Lying to my myself,
Insisting that I'm fine
My mood today changes everything
Because my goal was to forget
But this look painted on my face,
Has proved that's not happened yet
So once again I sit here
Convincing myself it's not a dream
Becuse once again you're angry,
And I'm more upset than I seem
I cry because you hurt me
Even though I know that you don't care,
That I'm still trying to forget you
And the fact that you're not there
A contest entry
- This is how I feel... by SummerlandRayne.
529 points, ended February 19, 2008, 17 entries
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Comments
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Thank you for penning exactly how I feel!
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Very sad and honest sharing of you feelings...thanks for the entry and best of luck!
AZ

