Her make-up smears into
glittering rocks (she calls her soul)
I believe in her.
shimmering in the distance her love calls me.
Blonde upon blue;
Magnetizing my heart with her
blood
vessels.
closing the distance
(she engulfs my body).
Mesmerizing me with
Fire.
with a scent of blood.
(Iron and sweat).
Glimpsing upward
I know.....
My life is over
Taking me away to the lord
Taking me to those gates ive seen in my dreams
Those golden bowls
Those angels with smiles and offerings of
sand for food
To that calmness.
zen buddhas covering servants of god,
returning them to life.
I rub my belly
It all becomes so real.
coincedental
Differential
Thinking to myself
Asking
where is she?
(Im lusting)
Forgive my sins prince of peace.
I'm merciful.
please send me back to her.
Send me back.
