Love.

I had someone special
And loved him more than I knew
I never thought I could
Love a guy like you

You're beautiful when you sleep
And your kisses are dreams
Your hugs make me weak
Yet it wasn't all it seems

Stubborn and defiant
Selfish and unresting
You hurt me too bad
All too infesting

Broken and weary
Teary and scarred
You kissed another girl
And you showed me the cards

All of the lies
Oh, the trust I put in you
All the time it means nothing
You're so far away too

All the pain I endure
All my jealousy too
Sometimes it isn't worth it
I can't bear to look at you

My feelings are hurt
With the careless things you say
You break my heart over and over
Almost every single day

I can't put up a fight
I've given up on you
I love you so damn much
But it's the only thing I can do

I don't feel special
I don't feel loved
I don't feel happy
Away I feel shoved

So maybe you can see
It's easier to hate
For pretending I don't love you
Is a tragic fate