My letter to God.

I'm sorry I only pray to you
Whenever things go wrong
But it seems the only time I feel I need you
Is when mishaps come along
I'm sorry if this sound a little selfish
or even something I shouldn't be praying for but
Please God don't let him leave me
I don't want to cry anymore
And if he does please make strong
I know if that happens
I won't live very long
right now the only person I have to count on
I wish he wouldn't be so sure
I wished he'd listen to me more
I wish I could trust men just a little bit more
I wish I wasn't so jealous
Then maybe I wouldn't be so selfish
Then maybe he'd love me more.
Sometimes I wish I never met him
I wish I didn't love him more than anyone else in the world
Please, God make me forget him and I will obey you forever more.
Let me trust more so we don't have to fight every night
Make me a better, sweeter person so he will stay with me tonight
Why did you make me so flawed?
Why did you make so ugly?
Why did you lead him to me.
God please take the hurt away.
I'm sorry for all the things I've done and only talking to you when things go wrong and doing things I know I shouldn't do but please god
I beg of you


Help me forgive, forget, and trust
maybe then he'd love me more.