rants

i wish it would all just stop
all the pain and suffering
but all i would have left
would be rage
and vengeance
but that's all i need
love is a lie
and god is dead
whats the point in trying
when there are no consequences
or rewards
tell me
give me reason
to believe
come on I'm waiting
wait there isn't one
so let my soul wrap itself around barbed wire
and consume itself in a cold fire
don't get to close
you will get hurt
and you will get burned
looking up to the sky
dark with dread
god come kill me
wait you're already dead
blood drips
and souls scream
I'm sorry to tell you this isn't a dream
you're living a nightmare
my nightmare
so gather round and kiss this goodbye
i encourage smiles
i wont let you cry
scars slice open
crimson sugar spills
sweet and bitter
fucked up and wrong
but i don't care
you never listened to me
you never gave a shit
so all i have to say is
fuck you too
leave me alone
get out of my life
stay out of my heart
before i tear you apart