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Complicated Love

I hate myself for loving you
But what am I supposed to do
I’ve never felt this way before
And when we meet I want you more

Love complicates the human brain
Especially when you must refrain
I cant go on this way too long
My feelings are so very strong

It hurts me more not seeing you
Because I always think of you
You live inside my fragile mind
Your such a wonder, such a bind

To see you with another guy
It hurts me so I want to cry
I try be strong, I try and try
But feelings now are way too high

You resonate my soul so much
I tremble at your every touch
The time we share I cherish dear
Losing you('s) my only fear

One day I pray, that we can be
Together for eternity
But if this loves not meant to be
Fate tell me now and set me free

Author notes

Basically, this is about a real situation I'm currently in, I've fallen for my best friend's ex and she has expressed similar feelings. Due to the situation though, I've been trying to make sure nothing happens. My friend has a new girlfriend who he is in love with. Although, I think he still has some feelings for his ex as they split amicabily. I've shared a drunken kiss with her, but I was overcome with guilt even though it felt so right. Afterwards, I kept my distance for some time because I found out she had a new boyfriend. She's since told me via text message she didn't regret the kiss, but I got angry because I was just starting to move on. Recently, we've been spending more time together and my feelings are at a new high and I think she feels the same. I can't get her out of my mind, but don't want to jeapordize my relationship with my best friend. We shared a bed recently, but I refrained from trying anything although we cuddled all night. I think she's going to give up on me soon because I'm being so stubborn. I know you'll think I should tell my friend how I feel but it's really hard and I would never want to hurt him. I'm absolutely mesmerized by her and it's driving me insane. I wrote this about how I'm feeling and what I want to say to her but I could never tell her. I'm not bothered about winning too much, it was just nice to get my feelings out. Thanks for reading. All comments appreciated.  Oh yeah and musn't forget the CUPID!

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  • OurxBeginning
    February 11, 2008

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    A lot of emotion is in this. I hope that you two can be together. Your rhyming was done quite well, at times it seemed a little forced. I hope everything works out for you.

    Thanks for entering and good luck.


  • K1r5ty
    February 11, 2008
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    That is a brilliant write and an amazin story! i have been there myself and is tough! if u wnt any advice feel free to ask its sucks!! u have done a gd job becoz it is sooo raw and emotional and it rhymes just how i like it!!!!! Well done and good luck!

    • MyPoetryForYou
      February 12, 2008
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      Thank you for your kind words Kirsty. Yeah it's not the best of situations. lol. All advice welcome! Yeah, It's always easier to write when there's real emotion behind it. I'm feeling much better about it all now and the way I see it is if it's meant to happen it will do. If not, then 'que sera, sera'. Thanks again