In the past
My smiles would last
And in the depths of a flooded heart
No matter how small, no fire can start
Through all the pain I dare not speak
But every time I blink invisible tears fall down my cheek
No tears have left these lifeless eyes
But the real me dwells in this body that I despise
People see what I let them
And no matter what, no one gets let in
“Don’t dwell in the past”, people say
But it’s the past dwelling in me everyday
Just know when I walk and smile looking carefree
The person that you see isn’t the real me
Tell me what you think
Comments
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well written
this is a depressing thing to hear because you can't be who really want to be. i know how it is. i am going through it now but keep your head up, it'll get better
