My eyes bleed from all the tears i have shed
I'm all cried out and my pain is long past dead
the blastering of echoing memories paralyses my head
im numb
my mind and body will only to succumb
to the shadow that your existance has made me become
to your poisonous extacy,I crave that fatal "thug-fantasy"
lavish falseness of your love,that fabricated intensity
plush emotional punchlines that deliver hope of unuttered extacy
i thought i could really swim into your tide
i let my mind run away on the illusion of "whats mine is yours and whats yours is mine
borrowed myself that little notion of being loved for real
never thinking that you never meant any of the things you claimed you could feel
the words you engraved in your forsaking sciptures could never help an ailing man heal
yet you let me wear them around my waist like a nun
allowing me to believe that i was the only one
I hope thet you will 1day learn that walking away was the only way i could let the pain come undone...
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