You asked me what my feelings were.
You wanted me to tell you want they were.
But I don't really know.
I can't pinpoint them.
The only way I can express my feelings is by writing.
I told you that I'm scared.
What I meant by that was I'm scared that you will leave.
My mind is in chaos a week later.
Thats how long it's been since we talked.
I told you that I needed to think about everything.
And I have.
I can see myself with you.
I can see myself with kids.
But I can't see myself doing that now.
In the future yes.
My heart says yes, but my mind says no.
I have to think about this with sense.
I want to finish school and get on my feet first.
I want to get to know you better.
Please tell me what you think
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I like this and it's very true.People tell us to follow our hearts but what always amounts from that isn't what we want or expect. I believe in following YOUR brain.as for me....god gave me a heart but the bastard forgot my brain so now I'm kinda screwed...lol
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What a confusing time it is, when we are trying to decide our whole future. We are so afraid of making a mistake or of missing out on what path we should have taken. You portray this confusion very well and I really enjoyed this poem.
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geat write babe and i love how you express your feelings with your writting. im not in a rush to get married and move together either and it gives me alot of joy that u can see yourself with me and with kids.anyway great write .
love always your geek
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