Sacrifice

I am but a man
A small man in a big world
A small man with a big heart
A boy trapped in a mans world.

Cockily I joked with you
But my jokes touched your nerve
And my past crept into you future
Avoiding the crash we took a swerve.

And I went through the windscreen
Smashed into the wall
And I'm still laid here bleeding
With nothing left of me at all.

If I could just turn back the clock
If I could take these realisations with me
I would have realised you needed to talk too
I would have seen you needed me.

But whenever I asked you
Everything was "cool"
So I carried on and tried to make you happy
When all I was making was myself a fool.

I'm sorry I wasn't there for you baby
I should have been more aware
I wish you felt you could have told me
Instead of seeing me as a scare.

I'll never forgive myself
For failing you in love
And I pray that on the Other Side
We can be together above.

Call me and I will come to you
Say my name and I am there
I'll hold you forever safe in my arms
And assure you that I truely care.

Nicola sweetheart I love you so much
Kitten I miss your tender touch
I've never known a love like this before
Please don't shut me out, please open your door...